it has been…
a LONG time,
since I have written
Forgive me people…
but I have been?
busy as shit!
I could go in to all the gory details…
but will spare you.
I will just say that I have had to cancel my hair color appointment 3 times.
My roots are now basically my hair color.
It is words like those above…
which make my mother drain of all color.
And I have been in my head a lot lately.
Just out of sorts.
I was reminding myself to send Andy the forecast file,
and to make sure to pay school…
remind myself to pack a swimsuit for splash day…
and bring a toy for Show and Share
and pick up my dry cleaning.
“I know what you are doing”
“You are talking to yerself
Jis like dat.
Dat is talking to yerself Mommy
I know what dat is.”
“Do you Landon?
Do you now?”
Do you know what myself and I are talking about?
We are saying that you two girls,
Are going to put me in the looney bin”
What is a looney bin?”
“That is where crazy people go.”
I can see dat.”
“Yeah. Me too Mommy…